Tuesday, June 9, 2009

During exam~!

I was having exam last 3 weeks. So, half way of it. I wrote this.

Once I was blind by love,
Thought it's going to be forever,
Never knew something that is totally opposite,
Strike straight to me.

Now, everything is gone,
He had gone back to his friends,
I knew from the start, he wasn't for me,
But I was blind by his love.

Now, everything left, except for deep cuts, scars and memories,
But I gained something about life out from there,
At least I know, life is not that easy anymore,
At least I know, the sweetness and bitterness of love,
At least I know, who stand for me and who walk away,
At least I know, how to appreciate someone when they are around,
At least I know, the feelings where he left when his friends is more important,
and I knew all this, is just a test from God to me tougher than before.

So, at last I decided. I gave myself to God. He will show the ways.