During exam~!

I was having exam last 3 weeks. So, half way of it. I wrote this.

Once I was blind by love,
Thought it's going to be forever,
Never knew something that is totally opposite,
Strike straight to me.

Now, everything is gone,
He had gone back to his friends,
I knew from the start, he wasn't for me,
But I was blind by his love.

Now, everything left, except for deep cuts, scars and memories,
But I gained something about life out from there,
At least I know, life is not that easy anymore,
At least I know, the sweetness and bitterness of love,
At least I know, who stand for me and who walk away,
At least I know, how to appreciate someone when they are around,
At least I know, the feelings where he left when his friends is more important,
and I knew all this, is just a test from God to me tougher than before.


So, at last I decided. I gave myself to God. He will show the ways.

one good question.

I talked on the phone with my tan tan twins, Christine yesterday night.

She asked one question " Alyn, if a chance is given to you to ask him stop him loitering around (ponteng class) , how would you do about it?"

I was numb.. and I think that I will still force him back to his class after advice session doesn't work out.

She said , " See, he just don't appreciate someone that care bout him and nothing is wrong with it, I would do the same if my bf acting this way ".

Aiseh, make me feel so good pulak. ! See you tan tan when you are back.

I miss..

I miss the old me..

I miss all the old friends..

I miss all the outing..

I miss all the laughter..


But.. what does all this can do?

Under Construction.

will be right back soon~!